LOVE ME GOD

14 Feb 2013 | Posted by: Jaeson | Categories: Blog, News

This is a song I wrote about a year and a half ago in one of the darkest moments of my life. I wrote this psalm to God because I was questioning how He could love a sinner like me, struggling in my sin and yet still abounding in love towards me. This is the first song off of my upcoming mixtape “Confession X Resurrection”

Lyrics:

Love Me God. Love Me.

All I want to say
All I want to do
All I want to pray
Is give me more of you

Cause all these sins in my life they’re not worth it
But these demons in my mind they’re still working.

I love you. I love you.
You love me. You love me.

Love me God. Love me.
Love me God. Love me.

I know I’ve failed you time and time again. But somehow you still call me Your friend. Somehow you still love me to the end. I wish I could rid myself of all these sins, all these ills, I wish I could take it all away, and never do another wrong again. I pray that I can be faithful to the end. I pray that I could be the man of God that I’m supposed to be, but sometimes I’m so opposite of what I’m supposed to be. The

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pressures on me and I don’t think I can take it. I don’t want to fake it. I don’t want to be a hypocrite and say I made it when I’m struggling. You know my heart Lord, You know how much how I love You, you know that I’d do anything even die for You. But I don’t want to get ahead of myself, I know how empty words can be, so let my life show You just how real this love is to me, Your love is everything, I don’t want anything, but Your love, so love me, so hold me close.

I can feel your presence on my skin. I can feel your glory from deep within. I know Your real. I can’t fake it. To think that You still love me in my sin, it’s amazing. I can’t comprehend it. I turn my back on you, but you turn Your face towards me. I mess up time and time again, and yet you still love me. Who am I that I should deserve this kind of love? Who am I when I’m just a speck of dust created from above, created from the womb of love, born into a hell hole called earth, a bastard since birth, but you adopted me to be royalty, you spoil me, you give me everything and more, yet I sin against you, forgive me Father I never meant to offend you. I’m looking at You looking at me right now, and it’s scary, to think that almighty God wants to be near me, even in my darkness, you enjoy me, even in my weakness, you love me

This thorn in my flesh, I can’t overcome it. But when I think about your love, and how you raised me, how you forgave me, how you filled me up with Your Holy Ghost, how you filled me up to the utter most, I’m thankful, to think a holy God would love me so violently that it would break the shame off of me, like a hurricane your love came and swept all my sin away, as far as east meets the west, you love me, you still love me

Love Me God. Love Me.

All I want to say
All I want to do
All I want to pray
Is give me more of you

Cause all these sins in my life they’re not worth it
But these demons in my mind they’re still working.

I love you. I love you.
You love me. You love me.

Love me God. Love me.
Love me God. Love me.

I know I’ve failed you time and time again. But somehow you still call me Your friend. Somehow you still love me to the end. I wish I could rid myself of all these sins, all these ills, I wish I could take it all away, and never do another wrong again. I pray that I can be faithful to the end. I pray that I could be the man of God that I’m supposed to be, but sometimes I’m so opposite of what I’m supposed to be. The pressures on me and I don’t think I can take it. I don’t want to fake it. I don’t want to be a hypocrite and say I made it when I’m struggling. You know my heart Lord, You know how much how I love You, you know that I’d do anything even die for You. But I don’t want to get ahead of myself, I know how empty words can be, so let my life show You just how real this love is to me, Your love is everything, I don’t want anything, but Your love, so love me, so hold me close.

I can feel your presence on my skin. I can feel your glory from deep within. I know Your real. I can’t fake it. To think that You still love me in my sin, it’s amazing. I can’t comprehend it. I turn my back on you, but you turn Your face towards me. I mess up time and time again, and yet you still love me. Who am I that I should deserve this kind of love? Who am I when I’m just a speck of dust created from above, created from the womb of love, born into a hell hole called earth, a bastard since birth, but you adopted me to be royalty, you spoil me, you give me everything and more, yet I sin against you, forgive me Father I never meant to offend you. I’m looking at You looking at me right now, and it’s scary, to think that almighty God wants to be near me, even in my darkness, you enjoy me, even in my weakness, you love me

2 Responses to "LOVE ME GOD"

  1. Macy Chou
    February 14, 2013

    Thanks God for your wonderful song. I tried to show your website to a girl that I had mentored for 2 years but couldn’t get in because it was under construction. She had viewed most of videos on Youtube about you and was very inspired. We both are very happy to see your website again. How is your mother? I pray that God’s grace is sufficient for you and her. My mom passed away 10 year ago as my 1st loved one left this world. By God’s grace my families went through it peacefully and my brother went to baptize after that. And my last prayer for her when I watched her suffering from the illness was done by the holy spirit (since I was too sad to say any prayer). A precious moment with the Lord that I will never forget. May peace and joy with you always.

  2. fw
    February 16, 2013

    I’m not sure if it helps any, but I went through a very deep depression not too long ago, and it was like nothing anyone said or did could get through it. The only thing that eventually broke through the darkness was a song by Jeremy Riddle. It reminded me of how much I love Him and that that’s all He requires of me. I don’t have to do well; I don’t need a fancy…anything, or any sort of recognition. Now, every time I listen to his music, it makes me think of just how little I am capable of understanding His mercy; all I can do is accept it.

    Like I said, I don’t know if that’s even relevant to you any longer, but–and I hope I’m not being presumptuous to say this–God put it on my heart to mention it to you.

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